Monday, March 4, 2013

Spiritual Journal 4 part 2



When we were young, my mom often had the three of us bathe together.  It saved water and we had fun together.  I can’t remember at what age we stopped but I’m pretty sure Matthew stopped once he could no longer fit in with Andrew and I and then I stopped when Andrew and I could no longer fit together.  But I remember one thing that Matthew imparted upon us, his siblings: how to cheat in taking a bath.  What he told us, was that if we mixed some water in with all the different soaps and shampoos in the bathtub in our little water bucket and dumped it into the water with us, we would count as clean and wouldn’t have to do anything else but play in the water.  Even back then, a part of me knew it didn’t work like that because I knew that my mom, if she knew, would make us wash ourselves anyway but we did it anyway.  The only thing that my mom noticed that we touched was her Noxema so she told us not to touch it (I would notice to if I saw little gouges in my previously smooth facial cream).  We were very specific with how much of each item we put in the mixture so that we would compile almost a magic cleaning solution (at least in our minds).

But how many of us do that in our spiritual life?  We compile a bunch of items, activities, songs, words, throw them in a bucket with a little dabble of the Scripture and WESTO PRESTO!!!!  We are suddenly wonderfully spiritual people who are right on track with God.  We don’t need to do anything else because we have found the perfect, short and easy, way to be a Godly person with almost no God needed.  Neat huh?  But despite our best “formulas” and “programs” and “ministries”, we can be spiritual by ourselves.  We can’t go to heaven by ourselves.  We can’t even make it to the next day by ourselves sometimes.  We need God.  There is no denying that no matter how much we try.  

And didn’t I say we were young when we had this brilliant idea?  We were in no ways mature.  We were little kids trying to get out of the boring parts of baths while still playing around in the water.  When you try to create a way to be godly without God, it just shows you immaturity as Christians.  You are still too new at being a Christian to realize that it doesn’t work like that.  You may even be so new at being a Christian that it may even help you become a bit godlier.  But the formula won’t work forever.  Eventually without putting God into your routines and depending on Him fully for your godliness, you won’t mature.  You won’t move past the baby food that you first started being fed.  And when people try to give you bigger chunks of food since they thought that you had matured enough, you won’t be able to digest them or even chew them. You need to grow up.  Maybe not get rid of your “magic formulas” all together but build upon them.  Make God the forefront of them more.  Dig deeper when you were previously just scraping the top.  It will pay off.

Now, when I take a shower or a bath, by myself, there is no magic mixture I make unless you count the shampoo/conditioner two in one bottles.  I take each different cleaning solution I have and use it separate and in accordance with the directions on the bottle.  And when I leave the bathroom, I am a whole lot cleaner than when I entered and I even feel better than I did before since I am now clean.  It should be the same way with your devotions or whatever ways you use to grow closer to our Lord.  You should leave your devotions feeling as if you’ve been cleansed from the dirtiness of the lives that we live and you should feel better for having done so in the first place.  More than anything else though, you should feel closer to God than you were before.  Life doesn’t give us magical formulas.  But we do have a loving God who will help us more than any magical formula ever can.

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